Sunday, April 4, 2010

How Much More Can I Stand?

Mom was yelling at me just now. I don't know how much more I can stand, or how much more would give me a nervous breakdown. I'm trying so hard to hang on, but slowly I'm loosing grip. I've thought of moving out, I really have. The only thing that's stopping me is the thought of mom being all by herself from then on, without anyone around to help her or to take care of her.

Problem is, her temper is something I'm trying really hard to withstand, to tolerate. All I'm hoping is to survive all this til the very end, when she's really old - too old to yell at me.

Will I make it? Will I collapse before I'm there? Or will I give up in the middle? Only time will tell...

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