A Regret

In the beginning, I remember telling myself that I'm very lucky to have found the person I truly like. However, it's no longer the case. Whenever I think of him now, it always starts off with a smile then ends with tears. It's been a painful journey, too painful for myself to handle. I am trying really hard to let him go, but will I succeed?

I have asked myself (qute a few times) if I regretted for falling for him and my answers were always "No." Sadly, I think that's about to change: I'm starting to not just regret it, but wishing to have not met him in the first place.

I wonder how things will unfold for me in the future. I suppose only time will tell...